thoughts and feelings

This entry has nothing to do with socks,

this entry has something to do with thoughts and feelings

I am a very caring person and when I love my love is true

You all know I have not had the best of luck with men and the person

that I thought was That person Is the one who betrayed me

so

I moved on and I found my Loren he makes me happy

all I can say is You messed up you broke my heart this isn't my fault

and its not my fault you were a violent asshole who thought it was okay to

be little me and treat me and my child like we didn't matter

all we wanted was a happy family , and to have someone who we could share our days with

women and children are suppose to be able to look up to a man

to bad for you , you showed us you are not a man

you are the one who pushed us away

you begged and begged for another chance

and where are we today

I am done talking to you because all you do is  lie

you couldn't even be a honest man when we were attempting to talk

like normal human beings

I hope your happy with your choices

and you'll see I wasn't the issue and I wasn't to blame for your anger issues

when you slap that dirty trashy  Whore i'm going to relish in the moment

that I was right that you are nothing but a abusive bastard

you only love you and only cared about what you could get from someone

you are not the same person so please do me the favor stop telling people you still

love me because at the end of every night you only care about you

you will never know what love really is the love I had for you was true
I would of taken a bullet for you, to bad you wouldn't of done the same.
Not my first love I have gave up on when you love someone
and its not returned the best thing can possibly do
to stop yourself from getting hurt any more is to
walk away,


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If someone loves someone full and true one can not willingly cheat because the thought of hurting someone you love would cripple you. You would be terrified of hurting that person remember that

life is full of ups and downs

and I hope

this time

This time i'm going to make this work

I hope I found someone who loves me for me and is willing to attempt to put there all

not Go fuck a bitch in their sisters basement like a dirty filthy pig

Love you Loren

Hope we'll make it

just don't break my heart because i'll break you if you do