Friday, September 9, 2016

He use to take my breath away

He use to take my breath way , but now I realize I was suffocated by his bullshit
This is me just being upset about some recent events

The fat crazy ex He fucked up pretty much told me to go kill myself last night
couldn't care after all I've delt with told  me he could care less if me and my son died tomorrow
and some other hurtful things


I am much to strong for this. I can not and will not let it effect me today. its fucken Friday for god sacks

I may be taking a break from this i'm not sure I adore you all as much as you adore me

menally i'm drained I can not be nice to everyone

expecially to someone who use to hold the key to my dark fucked up heart
his fault he is not my one and only
he broke me down to the very last ince of insanity I will always love that fool but I can not and will not allow myself to deal with the abuse

FUCK YOU
I know you are shadowing my shit
since you informed me of your stalker behavior have fun with your
cow I know my worth
and I know I'm out of your league you just got lucky and made me blind for three years

Future posts I will not give you the attention you seek
your dead to me now
peace bitch

and to my followers
any positive thoughts in comments to help lift my mood would be much appreciated
thanks for taking the time

fyi my nail still hasn't fallen off if your interested in that sick little treat email or comment to inquire email status ( the nail chip )


Monday, August 22, 2016

Sooo

Listening to : Luke Bryan - Games

So for some of you who talk to me on Kik I Don't drink as often as I use to Soo to those that I vent to which is only ONE OF you because your pretty much That dude
sorry for the drunken Emotional text

Too bad you all aren't as special as this guy haha
Yup think you toke Number ones spot
Congrats to that
anyways
to get to other business
Men are assholes we all know this look in the mirror and accept it


Some how I locked myself out of my ebay account... trying to get my stuff reset
usually easy as hell but for some reason its giving me a hell of a time

if your purchased something and usually contact me on ebay please email me directly via yahoo.com
Sexycolorfullfeet put ebay in subject or leave me a comment here

find a way to get ahold of me

thtat is all for now


Thursday, August 18, 2016

thoughts and feelings

This entry has nothing to do with socks,
this entry has something to do with thoughts and feelings

I am a very caring person and when I love my love is true
You all know I have not had the best of luck with men and the person
that I thought was That person Is the one who betrayed me
so
I moved on and I found my Loren he makes me happy

all I can say is You messed up you broke my heart this isn't my fault
and its not my fault you were a violent asshole who thought it was okay to
be little me and treat me and my child like we didn't matter
all we wanted was a happy family , and to have someone who we could share our days with
women and children are suppose to be able to look up to a man
to bad for you , you showed us you are not a man
you are the one who pushed us away
you begged and begged for another chance
and where are we today
I am done talking to you because all you do is  lie
you couldn't even be a honest man when we were attempting to talk
like normal human beings
I hope your happy with your choices
and you'll see I wasn't the issue and I wasn't to blame for your anger issues
when you slap that dirty trashy  Whore i'm going to relish in the moment
that I was right that you are nothing but a abusive bastard
you only love you and only cared about what you could get from someone

you are not the same person so please do me the favor stop telling people you still
love me because at the end of every night you only care about you

you will never know what love really is the love I had for you was true
I would of taken a bullet for you, to bad you wouldn't of done the same.
Not my first love I have gave up on when you love someone
and its not returned the best thing can possibly do
to stop yourself from getting hurt any more is to
walk away,


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If someone loves someone full and true one can not willingly cheat because the thought of hurting someone you love would cripple you. You would be terrified of hurting that person remember that
life is full of ups and downs

and I hope
this time

This time i'm going to make this work
I hope I found someone who loves me for me and is willing to attempt to put there all
not Go fuck a bitch in their sisters basement like a dirty filthy pig


Love you Loren
Hope we'll make it
just don't break my heart because i'll break you if you do




Monday, August 15, 2016

HALLOWEEN IS AROUND THE CORNER

                                      I WANT THIS BUT CANT AFFORD THE $525




SO I'LL TRY MAKING IT MYSELF

YOUTUBE UPDATES

RANTING AND RAVING UPDATES AND MORE DONT FORGET TO LIKE AND CHECK OUT MY CHANNEL

WHAT I'M LISTENING TOO AS I TYPE THIS



MY CAR IS ABLE TO BE FIXED !! WHICH IS GREAT

MY EX APPARENTLY DID A CHOP JOB ON FIXING MY FUEL PUMP
SO GO FIGURE THATS WHAT I GET FOR TRUSTING A BITCH WITH WORKING ON MY CAR TAKES TRUST WHICH IS SOMETHING THAT WAS GIVEN TO THE WRONG HANDS
SO I NEED TO REPLACE THE FUEL PUMP AND WELL DONT HAVE THE MONEY TO REPLACE THE PART AND FOR GUY TO INSTALL THE NEW ONE
230 FOR THE PUMP WITH A LIFE TIME WARRENTY CALL AUTOZONE THATS WHAT THEY GOT AND WELL LOOKING FOR SOME DONATIONS TO HELP PLUS THE 150 FOR THE COST TO CHANGE IT OUT SO ANY HELP IS GREATFULLY WELCOMED

MUCH LOVE HAVE A WONDERFUL NIGHT
DONT FORGET TO WATCH MY UPDATED VIDEOS

SOMEONE REQUESTED A MUDDY SOCK VIDEOS DONATIONS TO PAYPAL WILL MAKE THAT HAPPEN WILL B 3 TO 5 MINS IF I GET A 10 TO 15 DONATIONS TO MY P.P. ACCOUNT
SEXYCOLORFULLFEET
YAHOO
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MUST BE MARKED AS GIFT YOU MAY LEAVE NOTE MUST SAY RAINY DAYS

YOUR NAME WILL BE WRITTEN ON MY FOOT IN DEDICATION OF THE DONATION!!!!


YOUTUBE
DONT FORGET TO LOOK


Thursday, August 11, 2016

Sooo nothing good

Soo I've been meaning to update you all the festival socks are Being Purchased just needed another weeks worth of wear


So that is a pending sale if it doesn't go threw then I will hold onto them and wear them and give you all a heads up via my youtube to let you know when and where they will be listed

my restriction from ebay has been removed as long as I pay the seller fee's for the ITEMS that Ebay removed from my SOLD Items and refunded buyers! I still get stuck with the listing fee's ect.



So i'll be back on there and
wow I have ironicly a good hand full of followers and I try to take the time out of my day with my youtube and everything that I've been working on and not one donation to help return to school
but THATS Alright I will have to remove GoFund Me because GUESS WHAT

MY FUCKIN CAR DIED!!
I WENT OFF TO HEAD OUT TO WORK DROPPED MY SON OFF HAD TO HELP THE SITTER FOR A MOMENT WITH HER COMPUTER LEFT AND WENT TO START MY CAR AND NOW NOTHING.... ITS SHOT AND I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT I'M GOING TO DO ABOUT IT

I'M done trying to get loren out its a hopless fight
thoughts of RETURNING TO SCHOOL GIVING UP ON Because Well honestly as much as I want to I just don't have the funding

and now my car I would have no way to get there and cant afford the 500 to put down on a car :( not like I want a car payment but now i'm just fucked and yea

no ones jumped on the offer of me stuffing your face with sweets with my feet so that offer is about to expire



all sneakers that I am showing are for sale for the firm price of 45 a pair

Camps
Sketchers
And Flops and more whatever you see let me know if your interested have updated photos of theses items










Socks So tasty you just cant help yourselfs inquire about direct sales !!

Sunday, July 31, 2016

ALRIGHT ALRIGHT ALRIGHT

Soo I will let the festival socks go to the first person who is willing to send 55 for them that will include shipping and handling plus a tracking number for more photos of item or extra wear it will cost ten extra


also I have a pair of extra well worn hanes tube socks that I've owned for a couple of years and have kept them bagged when not wearing they haven't been washed in over a year
will let go for 60 obo
also have a pair of well worn lee brand work socks


worn Crew style socks will let go for 50

having some unexpected car issues and I've desided to change what I want to go back to school for
needing to
re-do
Phlebotomy course I am great and finding veins

medical terminology passed but need to retake
Communication passed but need to retake

and looking into IN Home HealthCare



I enjoy learning and want to better myself for my family

Enroll in CNA Class also
it will give me more grounds of finding work if i'm able to do both
currently looking to change careers
so please
anything helps at all attempting to raise 3000 to help with enrollment
costs ect. for classes

Need To Go finish getting my G.E.D. ( got kicked out of high school )
wasn't the best ideal student
but am the ideal employee I work hard and never miss work unless its an unstoppable thing

will be able to start selling on ebay again on the 10th my 30 day suspension should be over by then